19th Birthday!!

So after a very long weekend of playing I didn't really feel like doing anything for my birthday...Me and Kels had to both work all day anyways! Ha! So I came home from work and made my own cake, watched Friends for awhile till Kelsey got home so we could eat my cake :)

It was a really long weekend and I look like it!!

I'm getting to old to blow out candles!!! Mostly cause there is so many of them! 

While we ate our cake, ice cream, and dew we watched one of the best birthday movies!!

Tangled is my favorite!!!

Even though I fell asleep half way through.... :)

It was still a pretty good birthday! Thank you to my mommy, sis, the boys, Lexie, Casey, Karlee, my bestest friend Kels, My grandma and grandpa who bought me the hoodie I was wearing even though they didn't know that, all those who said something on facebook!! Love you all!!

Wow!! What a weekend!

As the summer comes to an end (kinda) we decided to have one more blow out of a weekend before school starts, one leaves on a missions, and others move to not so foreign places. Kelsey had to work Friday night so we missed the Scout breakfast and parade for the Pioneer Day celebrations :( We partied at the Drive in that night though with our future missionary! Rat was the one reason we came to Vernal that weekend for his Farewell. He left on my Birthday which was very mean but he will be a Great missionary and will be missed VERY much!!! As well as the Drive in, I finally got to see Vernals Ocean!! I've heard of it but never went to see it! Legit!! Haha! I love being in Vernal and playing with great friends!

Priceline is an AMAZING thing! Casey didn't know he was going to have an apartment in SLC when we signed up for all our crazy adventures so we got a hotel room. Let me just say it was TOTALLY worth it! We stayed in a almost 200 year old Hotel with Tempurpedic beds and honestly the only things they needed was a pool and fluffier towels! It was so nice to come back after the concert to something so Comfy!!

Okay so we all know Katy Perry as the girl who sang "I kissed a girl" but she is SO good! We decided to go to her concert in like February and it was a GRAND idea!! We started listening to her new CD and fell in love! It was well worth the wait even though it snuck up on us pretty fast! Me and Karlee were the only ones who bought anything all day including The California Dreams Tour shirts!! They were super cute and totally worth what we spent HAHA!

My dearest Kelsey isn't much of a pop music kind of girl but we sure do love jamming out to Katy Purry!! We had alot of fun even though I was the only one really jamming out at the concert :) I just really get into things like that, but my fellow concert goers weren't as much into the screaming at the top of there lungs and dancin to the music lol!

Our roommate for last year was also attending the concert just in a more crazy way lol! She and her friend dressed up and so we had to see them before the concert! Super funny girls and I love Nikki to death!!

The BEST Concert I've ever been to!! This picture was on the stage during one of our favorite songs "Firework"! The Concert had a cute/cheesy story line that went along with most of her songs and she had a ton of special effects, costumes, and was super nice and good the all the fans! She even sang REALLY well live! I would seriously consider going to all of her concerts from now on!!

Since we were going to be up North anyways we decided to make it complete with a trip to Lagoon!! We were all super tired from the night before but were still there before the park even opened!  

Me and Kels on the Terror Ride! Ima just gonna say Kels screamed like a little girl through the whole thing!

It was so Hot and Humid that we decided to start riding all the wet rides around 1 ish! We went on the rapids twice and the log ride once...We were wet the rest of the day!! Not a good idea!! Haha!

After a very long day and weekend we were extremely exhausted!! Kelsey looks like a lobster and I'm so sore from jamming out I can barely stand, but it was still worth all the money and time we spent!! I wish every weekend could be like this one!!!

July and My New Goals

A spur of the moment trip home for the holidays can really be a good idea! Even though it was last weekend it still changed my life...weird how one weekend can change a persons whole perspective on the future.

So the whole reason I went  home this last weekend because of my wonderful car problems. Of course! I was driving my dad's Dodge neon after I had painfully learned to drive stick-shift, driven it for 6 months, and finally it felt like "my" car...It decides to break in 5 different places!! I HATE cars!!!!!

So after the trip to Vernal (which did involve me getting another speeding ticket, my second in the last 6 months) my daddy fixed everything except for the window shield. Dad thought it would be a bad idea if I drove it all the way back to Cedar, so I took my sisters car which is actually mine since I bought it 2 years ago. She decided to throw a fit every chance she got about it! I HATE sisters and cops! Both drive me crazy!! I'm going back to Vernal in 2 weeks, getting my car back, and giving hers back to her...you would think she would be okay to rely on our mom for 2 weeks...but NO!!

ANYWAYS after my weekend of car drama my mom said seriously quote "If you hadn't already signed up for classes and had your finacial aid I would say find another job and just buy a car." I was shocked!! But now all I want to do is quit school and buy a car :D

I always wanted a truck but I know that wont happen till I'm married which seems to be getting pushed back farther and farther, however that's a whole nother story that I wont be getting into today lol. After what mom said it made me start to re plan my life again. Now I'm going to make it through this next year of school as fast and hard as I can. Then either start the 2 jobs, saving, and buying a car route, or hair school! I keep putting the things that I want most in my life off for things that would be more sensible or what my parents would want me to do.

I want to quit my job because most days it drains my happiness, start hair school, feel like I can actually do something with my life, and I feel like I don't just have to wait around for prince charming to recuse me from my pathetic life. I think after being home kinda put downer on my life. My sister and I were looking through my mom and dad's pictures from back when they were in high school and they were just SO cute! Dated all through high school, mom waited for him on his mission, and the only problems they ever had were each other parents...I want that! Now its too late for the high school sweet heart dream and I just want to find that one guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep, the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on...blah blah blah!